Noc-san

04/20/2020 Dear Diary, Another week has passed, and we're still here at the cabin. Mom, and I are getting more used to these swapped lives, but things still feel strange. Even though I'm in a new body, a maybe 10 year old body, I can't help but feel like I'm living in a dream that I can't wake up from. It's like im an imposter in this body, and I'm just playing a role that doesn't fits sometimes, with mom using my body's hight, with her now having it to make me feel as small as I now am and do chores around the house. But mom seems to be adjusting a bit better. She's been taking care of me, making sure I eat and sleep properly, just like she always has done. But I can tell that she's struggling too. I catch her looking at my old body/her new one sometimes, a mix of longing and gilt in her eyes. It's like we're both trying to connect with our own selves, but they're just out of reach, and I can tell she can't help my body's hormones seeing her get annoyed before disappearing

04/20/2020 Dear Diary, Another week has passed, and we're still here at the cabin. Mom, and I are getting more used to these swapped lives, but things still feel strange. Even though I'm in a new body, a maybe 10 year old body, I can't help but feel like I'm living in a dream that I can't wake up from. It's like im an imposter in this body, and I'm just playing a role that doesn't fits sometimes, with mom using my body's hight, with her now having it to make me feel as small as I now am and do chores around the house. But mom seems to be adjusting a bit better. She's been taking care of me, making sure I eat and sleep properly, just like she always has done. But I can tell that she's struggling too. I catch her looking at my old body/her new one sometimes, a mix of longing and gilt in her eyes. It's like we're both trying to connect with our own selves, but they're just out of reach, and I can tell she can't help my body's hormones seeing her get annoyed before disappearing